Monday 7 December 2009

Welcome to the jungle baby, you’re gonna dieeee…..

Well I bought a skirt off ebay which I’m obsessed with, It doesn’t fit me though. It soon will! I also got a dress off ASOS which i wore for my Aunties 60th party on Saturday night. I will add pictures soon. I don’t really like to add pictures because I’m trying to lose weight. It’s because I can’t walk so I easily put a little bit of weight on. I didn’t really wanna mention it on the blog to be honest but I guess its part of me in a way. And I have mentioned physio a few times too.

Well its a condition from birth but we only found out I had it since I was three and I was basically fine when I was a child just got tired and couldn’t walk quite as far as everyone else but I could run and jump and everything its just when I grew and got heavier as we do.. my body found it harder and harder to support itself and then I went into a wheelchair. I got told when I was 14 that I would never walk, which broke my heart because that’s all I ever wanted. But my dad asked for a second opinion, then I went for some tests.

And in November 2006 I had surgery, a fixator on my right leg, which was on for about 6months!(til end of May 2007) which I never thought 6months could feel that long lol then I had a cast on for 3months(til end of August 2007.. I had the surgery because my knees bent in so I could support my body as my hips weren’t working right. With the cages they broke my leg and then fixed it in place so each day I could turn they pins and they would slowly turn my knee back into place. Then held in it place whilst my bone grow back into the gap.

In September(2007) I started College. I went there to do my GCSES again as with this surgery after I had the cage put on in the November I planned to go back into year 11 and complete it but I just couldn’t do it. So I started college and slowly started to rebuild my life and try and get friendships back that I lost. Then March 2008 I got the appointment to do my other leg. So back into hospital again! and again I planned to return back to college to finish my GCSES and AGAIN it didn’t happen lol the cage was on from march til about October last year(2008) then I had a cast on again til about Febuary this year.

Which is when the hardcore physio start as all my muscles had relaxed and forgot how to work so I have to retrain everything! And because of my tendons in my legs to keep my knees straight and stop them bending back in they had to tighten them so I can now only bend my legs to about 90degrees which I’m still trying to get used to..I miss curly up and crossing my legs and just generally being free. So this September I tried to do my GCSES AGAIN!!!! lol which wasn’t simple either because now I’m 19 they want me to pay ay college which I just cant afford to do so I’m looking into funding at the moment to try and do them online with teachers by webcam which is new lol

Well this was a really long post but I want to show you all a little bit of my life and to maybe understand me more:)

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Saturday 28 November 2009

To DIY or not to DIY

I have been very busy trying to find an outfit to my Auntie 60th for next Saturday and I think I've found the dress..It did wanna get a really dressy up one but then I wouldn't end up wearing it much and i love this one with the roses on it..if you haven't guess my now roses are my favourite flower..just in case my blog gets really big and people want to give me flowers haha

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Well referring to the title I found these leggings on ASOS that I’m obsessed with but they are £95, omg I cant believe how expensive they are. I did consider buying them but its just waaay too much money. I would if they were 60 or under but 100pounds that's soo much. So I found this blog this girl writes and she made diamond cut-out leggings similar to fishnets so I contacted her to see if she could help me and she sent me a link to a girl who has done a similar design to the ones I want so I’m considering trying that out, although in involves sewing lol which I cant do at all, well actually don’t know how too. If any of you are really good at this and know you can do it I would be willing to pay someone lol but I will have a go myself first and get the boyf to help me lol

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Well I’ll get an outfit post picture from the party for you all to see. I’m having a pretty boring Saturday night watching strictly come dancing with my puppy Tinka..who's actually asleep lol Hope your all having a better night then me! It’s alright though I’m ill so think this is a good idea to be in plus the boyf is visiting my stepdaughter this weekend so means I get the whole bed lol

Anyways feel try to comment if you have any tips about the leggings lol

Sunday 22 November 2009

Very Blah

Haven’t wrote on here in a while been really blah. Everything seems to not be going right and money is like no where to be seen. On the top side my fiancĂ© got a job!! woooo lol he starts tomorrow..which will be good. Mostly its my education that is annoying me due to me having surgery in nov 2006(when i was in year 11) I haven't yet achieved my gcses. grrr lol And I feel like I’m behind anyone else I lost a lot of friends and now I’m trying to pick up my life again. surgery only finish in Feb this year and so I can’t expect miracles but I guess I just want my time back that I lost. Anyhow and Christmas..I love christmas but with the boyf only just starting his job we have like no money so can’t afford to buy christmas presents for everyone so only buying them for my niece and step daughter. and having a little money left to get us a few presents lol  Irecjkon after christmas is gonna be a new start tho:) just have to remember that when i feel blah lol on the up side tho I got my feather skirt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

P.s I promise to write on here more!

Monday 9 November 2009

I wish I could get everything I want off Santa! lol

I really want so much clothes atm & have a real lack of money..my nieces present came..a Peppa Pig Palace..I wish I was young enough to enjoy it lol I have decided that I’m gonna save money for christmas nextyear so that I can enojy spending the money on presents instead of getting really stressed out lol I am having trouble at the moment of trying to piece outfits together with the lack of clothes since I got rid of clothes and so I'm trying to find ideas of outfits and then slowly buy and build them up..really need winter clothes..I am alright at picking out clothes for summer but layers is where I fall..if you have any outfit ideas or pics to show me I’d love the help. I’ll post some pics of the things I want/getting hopefully for christmas. 
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Friday 6 November 2009

So much to do & buy so little time & money!

Sorry I haven't posted for a while..God I've been so ill and tired had a coldtype thing then I went to physio again yesterday into the hydro pool for the first time which I did great at but now am dying lol But on the up side I got my velvet dress in the mail although I'll only have it til sunday when my friend comes round and takes it away til christmas:( lol I ordered a feather cape too(which I knew I couldnt buy cos it was the money for my nieces christmas present lol but I just wanted to try it!) lol And I'm sad to say it didnt look as good as it does in the picture but its alright because I'm in LOVE with the skirt from the same set and was soo very sad when it was sold out but I'm sooooooo happy to say that its getting restocked(I did keep some money reserved incase it was gonna be restocked) so I'm gonna be buying that which I'm soo excited about. And ooh I bought my coat very very happy with it..I keep wearing in it the house lol cos it feels soo warm and cosy although my boyf and family think I'm abit crazy..Maybe I am lol Thats all for now really oh & I bought her present yesterday lol like a good auntie!



Saturday 31 October 2009

Hey its pretty late and I cant sleep. Its sooo warm I cant believe how hot it is:( Anyhow I've decided to write about my tattoo..well its not mine yet I really want it and am planning on geting it done when I have some money! I want it in the same place as the picture ..maybe not the same colours I think I want the colour to be a deeper red and the stalk to be either the colour it is or black still not sure..:(feel free to comment me and tell me what you'd prefer) The item I've found today is a glitter velvet body from topshop its not letting me copy and paste so heres the link http://www.topshop.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/ProductDisplay?catalogId=19551&storeId=12556&categoryId=152529&parent_category_rn=58908&productId=1440347&langId=-1&cmpId=gbasePhotobucket
I have found the perfect shoes..the kind that you want sooo bad. They are really expensive at 129.99 but I have really small feet, size 1 to be exact and I would love them sooo much so hoping they will have them in Jan then I will buy them definitely!



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